Saturday, January 17, 2009
ytd was a tiring day
ended lesson at 4.30pm
run like siao
then still nd attend the rehearsal for CNY...
a bit fed up n DAMN TIRED cuz reached home at abt 10...

dunno why
suddenly gt mood swing
maybe... i dunno lar...
TIRED???
or maybe starting to feel stress liao??

this morn still nd go s'pore to have meeting
damn sianz
haiz
haiz
haiz~
wanna slp more
also can't
plus nd study for Biology n revise math for mon
perphaps shuld end here le ba

erm just to add on more things...
haha
went rd others blog again
too boring le no choice...

saw those precious junior words abt entering a new world soon
was kinda of disappointed when not all them choose PJC
but but
is their own choice
just hope all of them do WELL this yr n also for their nxt yr

maybe is becuz we've learnt it
separating is part of life
is always sad n frustrating when learning close frens
won't be around with us anymore
perphaps that is life
new experiences

Friends are hard to come by esp Good frens
treasure evryone now before anything happen or changes

After this yr
all of us will move on n get Separate again
wonder will i feel sad
.....
i got no more thoughts abt it
worrying abt future now...
wonder where is my dream
wonder how to cope by myself
wondering n wandering on n on~






last to note:
강인 oppa~ Happy B'dae!!!!!!!!



Monday, January 12, 2009
也许时间能治疗伤痛
但我愿代你承担那伤口。。。


我只能默默陪在她身旁
分享着她的痛。
憔悴的她
不知能否将伤痛愈合。
我好希望能看再见她的笑。
也许
我能为她做些什么。
但,
我却一直无法搞懂
为何
我会有自己的意识、自己的感受。
是否是因为停留人世太久。
我讨厌这感觉。







时间总是让人捉摸不定
好比人类的心情
有时希望一天能赶快离去
但,
回头一望
我们又不自觉地怪罪于时间

回忆让人难以忘怀
快乐的、伤心的、痛苦的
沉浸在回忆中会让自己迷失方向
倒不如
将那一串记忆埋葬
向前望
向着那一望无际的天空
寻求一个令人前往未来
创造更多的快乐时光

友情是一条牵线
是人与人之间相处的代号
人心难测
未来的友情是否还能存在
又有谁能预测?

天下无不散之宴席
人总会离自己远去
把握现有
让自己活得自在



firstly,
CONGRATS to ALL JUNIORS for getting such WONDERFUL RESULTS!!!!!!

wow...jia huan did really amazed me!
haha
i must say i'm damn proud of all though i alr knew all of u can do well de:)


today was first day is S04
.......WTH
why am i suddenly becoming the GP rep...
.......
can't do nything abt it
so
suan liao lor!
the class is actually okay lar
cuz si hui n Jane inside ma
tok to them most of the time

saw Claire n Weilin
have lunch with them
chat a while
erm...
i think hui yi forgetfulness is getting on me
i seems like i have contradicted the "disease"
lol

Oh ya
Jordan they all are coming to S04 tml
so
haha
will be alot of ppl
so quite okay lor

went down to XXX sch today
haha
went with zhi n a teacher
erm
saw their O level result lor
then a lot ppl cry
cuz their sch is not doing as great as Riverside
but i really think that nth is to be regret on lor
as long as u put in effort
the results will show
but if u really slack n slack till last min
no choice lar
thats it
time won't revert cuz of u being sad

if time is controllable
i wonder
maybe we will suffer less...
so just get on with life n ponder over nth

well
we also met this guy
haha
he is super cute lar
lol
cuz he so blur abt JC de info
so we explain alot to him
n even help him to choose his subject combi
haha
but anw
hope he really do consider b4 making his choice lar
poly n JC...
no difference in term of stress
oni the study method n the environment...

anw
my last word is that
PLS MAKE WISE DECISION
wahaha



Monday, January 5, 2009
hate to admit but so what...
can't do much abt it though
just that
a bit can't bear it ba...
it was not that easy to be able to blend in a new environment
but...
gonna try again


08s04 ...
a class full of ppl i dunno
still lucky to say some PAE mates is in there
erm ....gt HUIYI with me...haiz...
not sad lar...just feel wu ke nai he...
cuz i shall be the ONLY MEMO PAD she having le....
****headache!!
lol


to Mei Qi n aLL
do Jia You for nxt yr
kinda diff cuz
competition is tough
haha
STUDY hard n dun play that much...
must meet up often in sch n OUTSIDE sch
not shopping obviously( i'll run away:P)
WILL MISS THE DAY we HAD in 2008!!!



Friday, January 2, 2009
still dunno what to put for title
haha
juz leave it like that ba
Ohmo!
i hope is ok...
the storyline i mean
else zhi murder me!!
haha
.....
cont' soon.......



我没有属于自己的名字
89757 是我的代号。。。。。


不知不觉中
一年已过
苏醒了整整一年
我终于习惯了与人类相处
体验着人类的生活。


在不久前,
主人的身旁出现了一个他。
他们俩
总是过得很开心、幸福。
我在一旁也为他们感到快乐。


主人待我很好
总是无无微不至的照顾我,
不让我操劳过度。
除了帮忙主人打理家务,
我也成了主人的最佳听众。

也许是认为我只是个没有意识的机械人
所以在我面前,她毫不犹豫地吐露所有心声。
无论是开心的、难过得。
做为一个好的听众,
我当然没让她察觉出其实我了解她的心情。

这几日,
主人越来越不开心了。
因为一场误会,
主人与他吵架了。
看到主人那憔悴的模样,
我的‘心’竟不知为何会隐隐作痛。。。



2nd day of 2009

damn it...i'm damn so boring
brother went school today
stuck at home doing nth
haha
so on comp n on comp
that is all i can do
no life~
guess i need to find ppl out one of this day

Our dear Goh SIn Zhi went on her class chalet
will be back tml ba
Ytd night she called me
hehe
is i ask her call de
she was busying finding route back to chalet with her classmate
haha
is so lame
then b4 i hung up my phone
i heard a familiar voice saying"pauxian arghz?"
wondering who is it
never mind

I feel like murdering my comp
but cannot lar
its the only companion i have now
my only 'chingu' now
haha
i'm starting to use weird languages liao
anw
who cares~~~
lalala
loading something to watch!!!!!
damn slow....
getting impatient soon!!


school start in 10 more days
12th Jan ma...
busying to finish my hw
the chem was a damn FREAK me out thing
spending an hour on a quest
lol
not oni me lar
Zhi say she also
...
haha
so i guess my standard wasn't that worse
SO trying this few days to finish hw( left over de)
then also STUDY!!!!
revise n review on nxt yr topic
wOw...
i so Guai hor...this oni few days
No choice ma
must study liao
play too much will DIE de
As long as i SUFFER finish this yr
i guess can relax a bit

oh ya
wonder zhi got watch TV anot
JJ lin Concert in S'pore(28th of March 09)!!!!!!!!!
....shuld be correct date ba....hahax
wohoo!!
BUT
cannot go !##%$
is in MARCH!!!
too late liao
need prepare for A level by then


Beat Beat Birthday count down...
21 more days
haha
alr gt plan
so watcha lao beat!
this another yr of surprsie for u
turning 18 soon!!!!!
haha
(was discussing with zhi
then suddenly mention me n kai whose b'dae come first
erm..zhi memory retard ...no choice...
so she then say go watch M18 movie on Kai b'dae n smuggle me in!!!!)
haha


Resolution for NEW yr~
well
i dun really know leh..

maybe
* STUDY(priority)..
get hold of cHem n math!!!!!!+have gd memory for BIO!!!!!+DO Practises= Chao MUGGER!!!!

thinking of aiming for that Pharmacy or Life Science
then follow on will be Chinese studies liao...
SETTLED...
think no more
will die w/o a goal!!!!!!


*SAVE money( motive~ hehe)
*buy suju 3rd album....OUt in March i heard...anticipating><
*find a paret time job after A
*go somewhere out of S'pore n Ma'sia...haha...guess go myself or what lor
(wanting to go Korea...hope i can earn enuff for that else at least Taiwan or Beijing again!
)



P.S.Happy belated Birthday to SungMin oppa(SuJu) ~



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