Monday, September 15, 2008
第一次发现一个人的外表下是如此的千变万化
第一次认真地体会到原来我忽略了许多
第一次我真的很想用心去体会及忏悔

其实有许多的千言万语是无法表达出来的
想说却无言以对是十分的悲哀
所受的委屈、嘲笑。。。
眼泪似乎只能望肚里流。。。
流干了泪再继续戴上那无形的面具来面对所有的一切

感情的世界我从未舍入过
但我仍还想说
信任是十分重要的
否则只会让自己身心疲惫
痛苦不堪

也许是该检讨自己了
不想落得狼狈不堪
而在别人面前伪装自己
去讨好他人

却失去了自己的原则

现在的我似乎一直在扮演着旁观者的角色
不想出介入任何是非
也许我的世界里只能有黑有白
灰色的地带必须被销毁。。。才能让我快乐

长大似乎真的很可怕
不知明的未来
不知明的黑白世界
不知明的感觉
正悄悄的、慢慢的到来
我早已经在里头迷路
正在针扎着找寻出路

总以为时间十分充足
谁知现在的我们在与时间赛跑
一不小心停下了脚步
便会发现自己落单了
是咎由自取吗?。。。

在未来
面临离别时
大家不知会否想起曾在一起的时光
一起笑、一起哭、一起玩闹。。。

到时的我们是否只对利益感兴趣
情谊则被抛至九宵云外
会不会有其中一人能将其他人唤醒?



Friday, September 12, 2008
haha.it has been VERY VERY long since i blog. sort of dead ba plus i'm damn lazy. seems to be on the frequently since the last post but i doing serious work back then. This is my latest post b4 my Promotional exam end....
counting down to promo......6 more days to GP...

Kinda slacking now ......anyway recently i was quite into something.....last friday i think....went to watch Hana Yori Dango final...i feel that the whole movie is fine if u 're a great Hana fan or else some of the part in the movie can make u SLeep cuz is sort of too draggy.... at least i'm fine with it cuz the show is sort of suit my preference....i mean the lame part.
Due to that......i sort of went crazy over that show...so went back home n finish the Hana Yori Dango season 1 within 2 days...wahaha.....now i sort of controlling myself not to watch season2 ...must wait till after Promo...
Oh ya...thanks to that movie once more...i recently had become the fan of Arashi ...OMG!!!! I must say i rarely listen to any jap song or korean song... but then after listening to one of Arashi's song...i sort of went to search for more of them.....IS DAMN NICE....wahaha...even went to watch some of their videos on Youtube n is Damn FUNNY....this is sort of my recent entertainment lar...must control must control....exam coming......haiz...

something struck me ytd.....i finally have a Goal to set on le.....Wahaha FINALLY....
人因为梦想而伟大.....lol...so old lines le......however to me 人为了寻找梦想而发愁.....that is what i feel....
What is totally meant by dream...i dunno...or to say i haven come to conclusion yet...perphaps i've already lost one of it or perphaps i still working on it....who knows?? Anyway at leat i found something that interest me n might be the sources of my motivation now....hope i can last it long lar .... cuz i very easy change mindset de...but i guess or really hope i won't n i really hope I can be firm of it... i mean on my goal because is really tiring to work n work without any light in front of u.....as to what is it.....dun tell u first ...haha....wait till that day which i really get the chance to be close to it or even obtained it then shall i reveal...lol

everybody mood seems to be a bit down recently...perphaps due to exam stress ba....anyway everyone 加油!!!! After promo will be time for small celebration.....guess my holiday will be full pack cuz i am or might be going to Beijing.....first time in my life shall i travel on a plane......erm ...provided my promo result is ok...haha...n also a special reminder to my dear frens...hehe... 15th oct is not too far....u now what i mean dun u....lol



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