Friday, June 27, 2008
越来越不开心了。。。不知为何感到很疲惫。。。好想逃离这个地方
考试刚果知道这次完了。算了吧。。。无所谓。。。下次真的要努力了
总觉得自己还真难搞...对事物总是那么执著。。。
想了许多,也许该放手了。
现在的我只希望自己能够尽力将事情办好不让自己再此留下遗憾。
过去,似乎真的好遥远。。。以往做过许多事情却都没有去尽力造成许多的后悔与不甘。。。
也许,再次让我回到过去,但,一切会改变吗?
正不希望再这样下去了。。。
累了。。。。。。。。。



Tuesday, June 17, 2008
Today RSSW went Beijing liao.....think they on plane le ba......
Therefore i wanted to say.......GOOD LUCK to everyone......n also have fun !!!!!!!!!!

Haiz........quite envious they can go beijing cuz i dun get such chances or should i say miss out alot of chances?? nvm....

HOlidays over soon......= DOOM.....lol.....haven gotten all my BIo into my heads n the chem.....haiz.....
Still left with 5 more days to K books.......
Jia You Jia You Jia YOU!!!!



Tuesday, June 10, 2008
haha........me is slacking now...so is equal to exam sure die lar.........
Seems like my comp is ok now cuz finally can watch video faster than b4
Dun think i feel ok though my comp is ok.....shuld be serving myself right cuz always stay up
very late to watch TV.......:p......now having flu n having hand ache...hand now no energy
Trying to do chem just now n oni finish half of 1 chpt.....but at least still gt do
Biology ma.....sure gt study la....memorise here a bit n there a bit oni lor...
maths ma.....think hoe my graphing chpt can kill me so thats the end of it lor as
mid yr de component gt >1/2 is graphing thingy....:(

well ytd went out with beat tay min zhi my bro n jia hao
our dear kai kai was sick......wondering how's she...think haven die lar cuz she can't bear to leave her beloved Tay ma.........lol
Ice skating seems easy ok but wth ......it actually is difficult.....i fell 3 times ytd as beginner...
went to play pool also...hehe...brought an underage kid with us n still can go in.....haiz
I also sucks in pool lar...cuz i dunno fault how many ball.....not my intention lar...
last time i think pool is very boring now to tell u all after the game
I STILL THINK POOL IS BORING.....
hope u all won't kill me lar.....though i didn't change my perception,
at least i won't mind playing again......which i truly hope u all won't:P
i bought something ytd....for jia huan....think is quite meaningful
thurs hope can really go back band ba...to see them b4 they fly to Beijing......

want to read detail abt ytd go to GP-alliance ba...zhi update liao n i lazy add on more :p
oh ya...zhi say my blog diff to read.....yup i think so too...
cuz nv phrase my word properly n also jump topic alot of time
meant to confuse u de lao zhi.......haha.....



Saturday, June 7, 2008
Can't i just as for little more.......well NVM...thats all i can just say ba...not really no who the hell really can understand me.......doubt no one since my own parents can't...
ytd everything went on smoothly....in the morn...afternoon came 1 problem...minor problem i think...n then there goes half day laughter .......
may i Know...is it only me the one using comp?? then why is it everything my FAULT!
BLame lor..that is all u all can do...that PERSOn is innocent de ma........
Trying to defend for myself also got wrong.....did u all try to ask me properly what HAPPEN
why is it that the first word i heard is already .....ASK URSELF lar......haha...guess wad
i doubt there is a day when u all van actually learn to know me......
I admit that shouting back at u all is wrong.....did anyone know how i felt after all those mistake i make n i know that is wrong......GUilTy....so what????seems like no one knows or even care....
all i will get is always same old thing......SCOLDIng n beating.........
hello.....i'm 17 le leh....no longer 7.......
Now i even come to a realisation.......nth in the world ....nth is FAIR.......if u ever ask for fairness.......be prepared to be a mockery.....nv nvever do such things again.....
is it that being a gal gt problem.......must it only be the guy that can stand out n everything that wan or they do is correct??
What a WORLD.......
天秤的两端永远也不可能会有平衡的一天。。。。



Sunday, June 1, 2008
time really pass by very fast....
already half of the yr gone...n so much tragic had happened
The sichuan earthquake was really something that i doubt i will forget
So many die n injured ....n also many of those are of same age or even younger than me...
Felt very overwhelmed by this disater...a bit too much to take n to reflect upon...
Human are really very weak when against natural disater even though technology is advance to a certain extent....when disater strike....we are still unable to overcome it...
A proverb in chinese states that human are able to overcome fate.....is it really so??
I remembered that i'd discusses about the quest on fate with my frens before n we were arguing whether everything is being dstined by god which most doesn't think so
However, come to that...don't we find that being able to know ppl around you is something that is being finalised...yup...we may kp on saying "IF I never ....." but thing seems that it is already predestined n we are not able to take back ou time to replay everything...
Thus...nv let urself to have the chance of saying regrets .....strive for everything that is
within ur reach....esp when coming to the part of maintaining something....

Memories......who doesn't have them??
They are part of u.....but is the past...unable to replay them again or to change them again......
Graduated from my sec sch foe abt 9-10month....i think that is my most perfect or most memorable part of my life till now ....esp in my CCA...
is hard to make fren esp ppl who shared same visions n goals as u
I treasured my frens...my juniors then but till now...i dun feel sastified..i think i could have done better if more chances are given....
But i couldn't do it again....is too late...
Thanks to the ppl then who had have given me their support...lending me ur ears
or even forgave me of my very bad temper or else i may have alr gave up then....
Friendship is about support , trust ......maintaining is difficult...
Wrote such thing is becuz recently i saw n heard my closest frens are splitting up.....
n no matter u all will see this a not.......yup the 7 of u...i must say ....treasure each other with the amt of time u guys are left with.....cuz u will never know after each individuals have their own dreams to reach.......when will u have the time to settle down tgt again...
with only few ppl trying to bring back the friendship is not enough...n is very tiring.....
maybe u all might say i'm being busybody or wad...but really.......it is something that matter
alot to me cuz i hate most is seeing frienship being broken up......


think i speaks.....i mean wrote so much abt such things today n thats it......finally can relax a bit cuz these wrds kp on pondering me these past few days...no time to write then ...so....k lar...hope u ppl noe i mean well k......

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Moving on....on 29th may....a terrible n frighntening experience........lol.....i dealt with a lot of Kids n damn lot of them......woah.........guys.......nv try to mess up with kids nowadys.......they are really "deVil".....too part in the Pionee Explorer thingy n help up in the balloon sculpturing......i scared of balloon de leh......but think that is the easiest le ba....team up with zhi n tay...learn somethimg from Mr Kum in only an hour......must admit.......my hands are definitely stupid...lol....cuz a bit clumsy n afterthat also learnt more Higher level de skills from Zhi...flower n the teddy bear face....which i dunno burst how many balloons b4 i mastered them...felt a sense of sastification to learn something ifeel quite interesting....lol......
kkk.......back to the scary part......b4 those kids came to our stall ,we made alot alot of shapes n were playing alot of fools with JX,TW,KH,DH......lol......but after they are realeased from their "tea break"......i must say.......we all gone craz.....Damn Busy lor.....cuz they snatched all the sculptures did b4 hand n w/o anymore spare, we have to entertain alot of those w/o the balloons......felt like i was a "factory" then......kp on making BASIC swords*easiest item* for the boys......guess wad they deal with the *swords???
Star Wars fight lar .......obvious right.......some gals evn join in.....damn cannot take it......lol......
after the event we then have time to rest n using remaining swords ......lol........we became the kids liao.........poor JX.....kena us attack.......having lot of fun n also i sort of resolve awkardness with SOmeone.....lol.....feel happy lar....
however, something quite suay also happen.....halo...CS there flood sia when i go home......but lucky traffic still can function so i manage to get home....saw some "cool scence" cars being partial submerged in water......poor owners.....
anyway thats it lar.........cannot write too much lol......very long liao


Nite ppl.....or morn??i dunno.......
Jia You for eXAM!!!!!!



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